I filed for SSD back in 2000 and was denied all
times.
I went adn tried to work and do what they said for 6 years and continually got worse so started a new case.
It is all driving me crazy.
It is as if no one believes me.
I have so many things wrong with me, all documented, mri's, x rays mental health treatment etc.
My medical Dr. wrote this when I asked him for help for my claim.
"Continue restricted activities as tolerated"
My mental health center gives them my records but will write no letters for anyone.
My condition will never get better and it will end in my death, and I read on the SS claim form that is how one qualifies.
I just need to vent here for a minute and tears are welling up in my eyes as I write this, because there are so many people in this town who get SSI who lied to get it and who spend the money they get on drugs or alcohol or things not related to having a dignified life with what they receive.
I am a 53 year old American white woman who keeps getting booted around by American laws like I am nothing and worthless during all of this. My lawyer is nice to me or atleast the paralegal lady is who talks to me on the phone, but I am living everyday very nervous and scared.
I was denied again twice and am now awaiting my trial date.
I have continued treatment for my conditions and do exactly as I am told and still get treated as if I am lying.
I don't know what else to do I am at my wit's end.
Ofcourse this is hard on us financially since I was told to not even think about working right now, which I can't anyway.
I can't even sweep my little floor without being in severe pain or wash a whole sink of dishes without having to rest. I can't walk to my mailbox without almost falling down or my hips screaming to stop.
Whew, I feel better saying all of this to people who seem to care.
Thanks for listening
I went adn tried to work and do what they said for 6 years and continually got worse so started a new case.
It is all driving me crazy.
It is as if no one believes me.
I have so many things wrong with me, all documented, mri's, x rays mental health treatment etc.
My medical Dr. wrote this when I asked him for help for my claim.
"Continue restricted activities as tolerated"
My mental health center gives them my records but will write no letters for anyone.
My condition will never get better and it will end in my death, and I read on the SS claim form that is how one qualifies.
I just need to vent here for a minute and tears are welling up in my eyes as I write this, because there are so many people in this town who get SSI who lied to get it and who spend the money they get on drugs or alcohol or things not related to having a dignified life with what they receive.
I am a 53 year old American white woman who keeps getting booted around by American laws like I am nothing and worthless during all of this. My lawyer is nice to me or atleast the paralegal lady is who talks to me on the phone, but I am living everyday very nervous and scared.
I was denied again twice and am now awaiting my trial date.
I have continued treatment for my conditions and do exactly as I am told and still get treated as if I am lying.
I don't know what else to do I am at my wit's end.
Ofcourse this is hard on us financially since I was told to not even think about working right now, which I can't anyway.
I can't even sweep my little floor without being in severe pain or wash a whole sink of dishes without having to rest. I can't walk to my mailbox without almost falling down or my hips screaming to stop.
Whew, I feel better saying all of this to people who seem to care.
Thanks for listening
Mosken
USA
for a
better outcome this time.
